Things went wrong,i do not know why
I was just trying to be the catcher in the rye
i wanted to soar high in the sky
but 'coz of your ignorance i'm left to die
and now i realize my success was a lie
a lie which i never wanted to know
a lie which made my spirit so low
a lie which finally made me show
the reasons for my wish to grow
beyond the person i could ever be
i just want to cut the chains and breakfree
from the cobwebs that have gathered around me
it haunts me in every single dream i dream
and finding no other way to protest,i scream
then i find it even harder to go back to sleep
i find myself falling down,going deep
i pretend to be emotionally stable,still,i weep
and pictures from my dark past suddenly creep
in my mind,before my eyes and in my heart
these pictures cut me down and tear me apart
i bleed,i cry,and i wish they'd thwart
but they dont stop,instead the pain has grown
i dont want fake friends.Leave me alone
before i die,for once 'let me live on my own'
